Funeral...

hey you all...
Today, the Phone rang and it was my grandma (my mom's side) and she said that my grandpa had past away that morning... I couldn't help crying since me and him were really close, and i haven't been there.. He said he had a blast when we were in Germany and i can't believe that i couldn't be there for him... I am still really upset, but i guess it that's how god wanted it... They couldn't save him anymore and i feel like it's my fault because if i would have been there his joy would have lasted longer, so it would keep him alive... well this morning my mom, my dad, my brother and my baby sister left for Germany for the Funeral. My mom was really upset since that day (and i can uderstand since it's her father) well there's really nothing i can do... I decided not to go to the funerakl because i didn't want to see him laying there "dead" that would be even worse... my sister said the same thing Ok well ya'll can leave some comments and i'll read but I am not sure if i'll answer so don't get mad at me and remember I love ya'll so please don't die any time soon...

~*Taschy*~ lovin' Sugga Daddy :'((

haha YAY!!! I AM SO EXCITED

ok so.. first off me and my family are leaving today... it's 2:21 am and i am ready to go!! I can't sleep everybody else is sleeping though.....
o well first stop is going to be in Jackson...something n-e-way... than it's miami and then i don't know.... all i know is that i am going to be in Panamacity next week and we'll stay there for a week. I will tell you all about it when i get back.... try not to miss me too much :DD BUT LEAVE COMMENTS i love yall

~*Taschy*~

hey so.. today was kinda good......

ok well so..... when i woke up today i was in a real good mood - don't ask me why..
My sister went to six flags with roxanne, her boyfriend Sascha and some other girl that i don't know... i didn't want to go since i don't really like those people :P anyways so i went shopping and got a lot of awsome new clothes..... the rest of the day.. i sort of had to take care of my 9-moth year old sister. She is really cute, but after a while it just gets really boring..... There's nothing to do with her besides making her stand up, feed her, change her, walk with her, play with her, go swimming and let her sit in the sandbox just to watch her.... she does nothing but sleep.... but today it was a breakthrough my babysister actually learned the words "danke" and "bitte" which means: "thank you" and "your welcome" even if it sounds pretty funny, it's really cute.... so i learned that if your punished with something and doing that for a really long time, you can actually achieve something that will make you proud, and even my babysister will be proud of me sometime....... And now she woke up so i guess i g2g luv yall to death
"AND MAY THE WAY BE CROSSED" bye :D

~*Taschy*~

hey...good morning
i got to know that your family loves for whatever the reason was that you did something wrong. Sometime's it appears to be unrealistic but your family is almost the ONLY thing that you can count on ALL the time..... If you are not smart enough to learn from your mistakes and do something stupid right the next day, then that's your own fault. If your parents get so mad that they feel like there's no other way to get through to you, you should know that you disapoint them. They will think that they don't have you under "control" anymore. Even if your family expanded your parents will still love you the same as they love you sibling, not more and not less. Sure Parents get disapointed all the time, but that's just because they don't know another way to get YOUR head clear. Why would you do something stupid over and over again? That would not be a mistake it would be on purpose (however you spell that ;)) And how are your parents supposed to figure out how you are going to feel better about yourself by not punishing you. They are just showing you that you did something wrong and the most important thing is: "No matter what happens your parents love you and will always be there for you...."