hey you all...
Today, the Phone rang and it was my grandma (my mom's side) and she said that my grandpa had past away that morning... I couldn't help crying since me and him were really close, and i haven't been there.. He said he had a blast when we were in Germany and i can't believe that i couldn't be there for him... I am still really upset, but i guess it that's how god wanted it... They couldn't save him anymore and i feel like it's my fault because if i would have been there his joy would have lasted longer, so it would keep him alive... well this morning my mom, my dad, my brother and my baby sister left for Germany for the Funeral. My mom was really upset since that day (and i can uderstand since it's her father) well there's really nothing i can do... I decided not to go to the funerakl because i didn't want to see him laying there "dead" that would be even worse... my sister said the same thing Ok well ya'll can leave some comments and i'll read but I am not sure if i'll answer so don't get mad at me and remember I love ya'll so please don't die any time soon...

~*Taschy*~ lovin' Sugga Daddy :'((